Love, Life and Everything else

So I haven't posted in yonks I know but this is my attempt at redeeming myself. Where to begin that's the vital question...

Ok let's start with something positive these last couple of months have been amazing for me for a few reasons; I got the chance to meet Hannah Hart who is one of my favorite 'internet celebrities' which was amazing, I then went to a show called #nofiltershow which was a comedy show with Hannah Hart, Grace Helbig and Mamrie Hart in it, which was ridiculously funny and by far one of the best nights I've ever had, and finally I came out to my family as bisexual because I met the most amazing girl!

Meeting Hannah Hart.

So on the 2nd May Hannah posted to her tumblr that she was having a spontaneous meet up in St. James' Park in London on the 4th, and my mission began to find someone to go with and some way of getting there because this was happening! Anyway I convinced my dad to go with me after a few hours of explaining who she was and why I had to meet her now all I had to do was wait until Sunday.

The night before and I got no sleep what so ever, because of my excitement obviously, but the morning finally came and I had butterflies in my stomach because I was so nervous and yet so very excited. The meet up was scheduled from 10am-12pm and I arrived in the park at 9.30am at this point there couldn't have been more that 50 people there. The wait was antagonizing but Hannah finally arrived fashionably late wearing a classy top hat and waistcoat.

  

She first did a 20 min Q and A in which I got a spontaneous hug from her which was lovely the little peach. She then moved on to the meet and greet, by this point there was around 300 people there so the chances of her getting through everyone in 1 hour and 40 mins was slim but I hoped. Hannah being the lovely person she was stayed and extra 30 mins to make sure she saw everyone, and when I met her it was amazing I cannot even find the right words to use to describe the moment. She gave me the biggest hug and I managed to hand her all the gift I got for her whilst keeping my composure, she absolutely loved the hat i gave her and she signed my one which was awesome.We finally posed for a photo and then it was over. Although the experience was short I will always remember that as one of the best days of my life.

#NoFilterShow:

I will keep this part short. The show was absolutely amazing and one of the funniest things I have ever seen, Hannah spotted me in the audience as I was wearing the same hat as her and i got a cheeky little wink too. I met loads of my internet friends and made loads of new friends, as well as getting a signed poster, catching one of the shirts that was thrown into the audience and obviously getting to see my idols in person. It was an unforgettable night many feels happened as well as many drinks.

Love?

Ok so here goes I don't really believe in love at first sight because lets be realistic if someone had a really bad personality and you don't at all click then it probably isn't love, plus I find it kind of shallow to be honest. Now I, for a long time thought that I was a little broken because even though I have had relationships in the past, I have never really had and strong feelings towards someone, so I was a little skeptical of a relationship. That was until I met someone incredible, I will not go into details about this person for obvious reasons. I am not sure how this will develop or change in the future but one thing I am sure of for now is that I am HAPPY and it feels amazing!

So that's all the awesome and amazing things that's happened to me recently. Any thoughts?