Love?

I know I have touched on this topic before a few months back, but I wanted to visit it in more detail. I never really understood the feeling of love it was always something, that puzzled me, how do you know when you are in love? Does it really feel that different? Can you really tell? These question and many more always popped into my head whenever someone mentioned it or brought it up in conversation. When I was a little younger (just to clarify I mean like 15/16) lots of my friends kept telling me that they were in love and they were so happy and felt amazing, and I was sat there like well I must be broken I haven't felt this with any of my relationships...

After many years of self discovery I figured out why and all that jazz (referring to my previous post). Then it finally happened and well it's so hard to explain the feeling to someone because well it's indescribable. I never thought I would care about someone, other than my family, the way that I do. One thing I know is that for the people you love you will do anything because they mean the world to you, I still believe this, and I think for me this will be true no matter what happens.

Even though sometimes it hurts to be in love, you suffer though the bad times because the good times...well there the best. Don't get me wrong I know this may not last forever and sometimes even the good times cannot make you fight through the bad, but for now all I know is I'm happy, and I shall take everyday as it comes whether that be good or bad.  

I wish I could make this longer, describe to you exactly how I am feeling but it is so difficult to put into words they way I am feeling, and for me that is really something, as that is the one thing I am usually good at :).    

If by any chance this gets read by anyone that I love whether that be my family, friends or even that special person, they should know that it doesn't matter what you do. I will always be here, I will always care, and I will always love you.